how do i loathe, hate and despise feeling so weak and broken? HOW?
*cries*
so i think its over. i hope its not. i’m too confused to have any clue wtf is going on and all i really wanna do is curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out. oh wait, i did that already. in fact, i don’t think there’s a tear left in me. i’ve cried everything out.
this is insane, and hurts so. bad. god i never imagined it would feel like this, i never thought it could feel like this…i just…i…gah.
*sniff*
what am i going to do now? i’m not strong enough, i’m not stable enough, and i’m certain i can’t survive like this…i can’t do this.
what’s going to happen to me now? where do we go from here.
