my application to grad school was accepted (on wednesday).
and i’m on my way from being completely useless and pathetic to working on a master’s in information technology management.
i’m suitably freaking the fuck right out now…
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this month has been exceptionally trying and maddening. i spent all weekend having my face eaten off by homework (like tiny, gnawing, relentless maggots!) and freaking out about how i’m going to FLUNK ALL THE THINGS!!! on top of freaking out about asshole shitbag realtors (note: allston/brighton realty companies are SHADY AS HELL and EVIL) and freaking out about furnishing the new house (hooray! we’re poor!) and freaking out about packing and cleaning and moving all of our stuff out of here.
it’s been stressful and is making me a bit crazy and kind of totally insane.
plus, we have so much to do! SO MUCH! it’s going to be hard, and i have midterms next week and am up to my ears in a “group project” of doom and also trying to get everything situated for grad school.
i don’t know why i’m doing all these things at once, or how i’m going to survive the next 3-4 weeks. hell, even the next 7 days is going to be a fucking trial.
the good news is, we get our keys on wednesday. i am practically beside myself with glee on that one. i can’t wait to walk into the place and know it’s mine. for reals and for trues! well, you know, “ours” :p, but still.
SO EXCITING!!!
also, on saturday we’re going to check out heron’s way pembroke welsh corgis…
i don’t know how i’m going to make it!
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another day that makes me want to drive a 10-foot spike right through my eye sockets.
BLEH!
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i’m full of stress. like a million, bajillion different kinds of stress. school, work, the move, finances, future puppy, finances, school, work, the car, the move, the new house, everything.
i’m stressed about things that don’t even involve me completely. and it feels like all i’m surrounded by is negative bullshit. i’m not even properly excited about the new house anymore because of all of this stupid stress.
it feels like it’s going to be awful and hard work and everything about the new house will suck because it’s all so disappointing.
i feel like i’m stuck doing all this hard work and prep and dealing with predatory realtors and all of this BULLSHIT and i don’t know how much more i can take of it.
i feel awful. truly fucking awful.
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here is a list of very bad things:
- we had no hot water this morning (and not much heat, in single digit degree weather)
- for a brief (horrible) moment — or few moments — thought my car had been either towed or stolen
- was laughed at for thinking such things — was also told it [was] not a big deal
- everyone drove like a retarded monster asshole on the road
- the first snow of winter has officially arrived (i am not amused)
- our property management company is officially a bunch of cocksucking motherfucking doucheguzzling assholes. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck YOU samia! fuck you!
- seriously, i hate them. they are evil wankfucks of the highest caliber
dear sweet mother of god can we please fucking move already?!
please let us move! february 17th can’t come quick enough!
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LCD
NYC
MSG
2K11
there are no fucking words for how truly, monstrously, earth-shatteringly EPIC this concert was. no words, none at all. it was just too profound and insane and …
life-changing.
the one moment of my life where all the joy and excitement and fucking amazingfantasticalness was exploding right out of my unbelievable, insurmountable sadness.
still, so fucking applicable:
“Wait! Don’t leave! I don’t know what to do when you’re not around! You’re never not around!”— donald glover
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