should i have quit job #1? should i get a temporary job #3/eventually-job-#2? am i totally fucking myself over? how god damned expensive is this road trip going to be? am i going to afford it? have i saved enough? should i work overtime to compensate? will i be ready in time? will i get everything squared away at job #2/soon-to-be-only-job in time for the trip?
oh
my
god
STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!! STRESS!!!!
::deep breath::
and there’s like a million other things i haven’t even begun to touch on that are just plain freaking me the fuck out.
although, thus far i have about 6 pages (small type, two column-ed) of hotel listings corresponding with a rout map for every possible leg of the trip. oh man…so soon, a week from wednesday. OH MY GOD.
