i have the cape. i make the fucking whoosh noises!

i really feel like i fucked it up. every day i don’t hear something feels worse and worse. so now i feel trapped, i hate my current situation and i don’t know if i’ll ever find a way out of it.

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i want it
5.30.18 at 11:01 pm

category: daily grind

i keep trying to tell myself not to get my hopes up, but oh god…i want it. i keep thinking about it, how much i need it. i want it now. i’m so scared, and nervous, and afraid that i’ve mucked everything up. i want it so bad. fuck.

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9.2.17 at 3:21 am

category: blahblahblah

i’m so, so crushingly lonely.

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it was all a fucking lie
1.30.17 at 1:32 am

category: blahblahblah

that’s the part that hurts the most.

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Fire & Ice
5.27.16 at 9:54 am

category: scribblings

Fire & ice
make steam
that burns
the heart
and clouds
the mind
when they fuse
together

Fire & ice
tempt you
to lose it all
in the eyes that
glow with a
cold flame
and you burn for

Fire & ice
haunting you
in whispers
that chill your heart
send shivers
through your soul
because

Fire & ice
always the risk
a dark lure
chilling & thrilling
always ends the same

In a puddle

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hindsight
2.20.16 at 3:29 am

category: blahblahblah, mehz0rz

when i was in high school, jr. high, or even earlier i think…i remember feeling so gross, hating the way i looked. i thought i was fat, and ugly, and everything about me was horrible.

i think it started even earlier, when i was much younger, probably but i felt it most acutely during high school for sure. out of sorts and beyond uncomfortable in my own skin.

the irony is that now? now…well, now i would literally murder to look like i used to. if i could have that body back, be the way i used to be? would literally murder.

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1.29.16 at 12:47 am

category: blahblahblah

i would like a break from this nightly ritual of panicking and crying alone in the basement.

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