- i have no desire to count this out, so i won’t. you dig?
- every time i’m typing i realize i will never have long nails, or decent nails. i’m not that kind of girl.
- also: bite bite bite bite…stress.
- i will never want kids. never have, never will, period.
- i think tetris is the greatest game ever, and could play it forever if you let me. tetris has given me great packing skillz.
- i covet this more than you could ever know (see thumbnail). fucking COVET it, yo.
- i love fruit, nearly all fruit. but i will never love mangoes, the texture or something turns me off. mangoes have thus been slighted.
- i am addicted to live music, a major goal of figuring out my budget is to incorporate feeding this addiction. i am not ashamed about this.
- i still have no high heel wearing skills, i’m not sure i ever will. but that does not mean i will stop trying — especially when i have some really nifty heels to try.
- i don’t have many clothes i feel pretty in, but that’s not their fault.
- ghosts and the supernatural and psychics mean nothing to me, i don’t believe in them. even really creepy things that have happened to me, don’t shake my belief.
- i don’t believe in palm & tarot readings, in fact, i break palm/tarot readers. i daresay i confound them.
- i am proud of this.
- i have a list of concerts i’ve been to, but i can’t quite pick out my favorite yet. top 5, maybe.
- i keep ticket stubs — to nearly everything. concerts especially, movies, plays, musicals, etc. i keep them.
- i do not see the appeal of fish. either as an entrée or a pet. no appeal whatsoever.
- i love hats, but look utterly stupid in them. i wish i could wear them more.
- my brother is going to be so much better at everything than i am. i can’t wait.
- i am reading the stand again. i read it at least 2-3 times a year, this is #1 for 2007. i found this copy in the central square T stop about 3ish years ago, maybe 4? it had a label for bookcrossing.com for found books, and from an MIT student. i can’t give it up. this book found me.
- a quick search on book crossing tells me that i found the book in july of 2003. i cannot pass it on, i fear.
- i would totally wear a dress made out of sock monkeys. i’m serious, i would.
- sometimes, the color red makes me feel restricted and a bit unruly. i’m not a big fan of it.
- i love stargazing, and a part of me will always despise boston (one of the reasons) for the obstruction of stars. i miss them.
- i wish i could travel constantly, except when i’m moving and feel very uprooted and unstable.
- i have never lived all by myself all on my own with just me, myself & i. by this time next week, i will be. i am both very excited and also very nervous.
- i don’t think i’ll ever feel really grown up.
- it has been said, by some, that i devour books. i don’t think i read enough, really. and when i don’t have a book to read at my disposal, i feel somewhat naked and off-kilter.
- i don’t like perfume, but my favorite smell is vanilla. i love vanilla everything. and surround myself in it.
- i don’t wear a lot of jewelry, but i absolutely never — not ever — take off my gram’s blue ring. i’ve worn it since i was 14.
- every know and then, i have an overpowering urge to take an auto mechanics course. i love cars, and want to be able to work on them more.
- i have never been interested in a man based on how much he makes, what car he drives, what possessions he has. i never will be. financial support never factors into my relationships in the slightest.
- all things considered, i would rather be ungodly cold than ungodly hot because at least the cold doesn’t make you feel sweaty, gross, icky and disgusting. and because there are some really lovely ways you can warm the fuck up.
- i think about sex a lot. like, a lot A LOT. and want it more.
- i would not have admitted that 2 or even 3 years ago. honestly, probably not even 4.
- i alphabetize my cds by artist/band name, then by album title. i have very set standards for organizing my mp3 collection on my computer. also, i arrange my crayons by order of the spectrum.
- i love my midget partly because she does the same things as well, and does not mock me for it.
- i love my midget mostly because she is the greatest, and the friend i have grown up with the most.
- i cannot bring myself to physically write in a diary. my own handwriting bugs me so much that i spend more time trying to make the letters look pretty or decent than figuring out what the hell it is i want to say.
- i am not a flowers type of girl. roses bore me and carnations are just plain ugly and smelly. but i will commit various types of crimes to surround myself in lilacs, and love you to squishy death if you bring me some. this smell is second only to vanilla in my heart.
- i have been proposed to(using the term as loosely as possible) “kinda” but never married. i will more likely than not never get married because i believe it’s an institution. and i am not looking to get committed.
- i will never be a vegetarian, even if it means i’ll be fat for the rest of my life. i will not.
- i want to get a college degree. i am ashamed by my education more than anyone will ever know.
- my football love goes: professional, high school, and only college if you’re desperate and nothing else is on or around. but i have never been to a professional football game. someday, i want to be in the Black Hole.
- i cannot abide by store-bought tortillas. they have to be homemade or you shouldn’t even bother.
- nobody makes posole better than my daddy. i try, but can’t quite do it.
- i have spent at least an hour writing this.
- my fingers are cold right now.
- and i want tea.
- good bye.
