i miss being in a relationship.
buh.
yes i did the childish thing and blocked the rockstar because i don’t want to get my hopes up and he’s seriously getting my hopes up these days…but…well…
i miss having SOMEONE. i’m not going to get into everything i love about the rockstar and make myself feel worse, but i definitely miss someone being there…stupid things like when beckypete say they’re not going out because ‘we can’t afford shit right now.’ and peter & brenda saying ‘we did such & such…’ or ‘we’ll be there at 8.’ just makes me feel…
blue.
yeah…and lonely. and yearning for the part of me that used to be a part of ‘we’.
fuckies.
