is entirely too pedestrian.
see what i did there? that’s clever. or some such nonsense. either way it doesn’t change the fact that my life is so incredibly different now that i don’t have a car. everything is colored by it’s loss, right now. i’m stifled, disheartened, lost.
thinking about ways to escape and things to do, and they all center around my car. or at least having a viable mode of transportation as a way out. things i had planned on, shopping trips, personal errands, movies to see, places to go, all manner of things i had taken for granted are now swept out from underneath me. it’s jarring.
and now i’m plunged into the world of car buying, and i just don’t know what to make of it, really. i have at least a “prospect”, but i don’t want to think about it too much because i just don’t know how this thing is going to go, and i don’t want it to get out of hand. or be even more of a letdown than it already is.
