i’m seriously reconsidering what the fuck i’m doing with my life these days. arguably, i’m not anywhere near where i imagined i might someday be at this point in my life. and i don’t rightly know how i feel about that yet. however, there are a lot of things that need changing.
am i strong enough to change them?
i don’t typically fear change — it happens whether you want it to or not so you might as well get used to that idea — but maybe i’m too comfortable with my life to do something about it right now? maybe i’ve gotten complacent and dull. maybe i’m not up for rocking the boat these days.
then again, if i’m so fucking comfortable…why am i so unhappy?
