today i feel like crap in a sock. while the coughing has died down (some), my sinuses are launching a full-scale war on me & all that surrounds me. they are vicious and relentless. i am so full of medicine and snot (yummy!!!) that my stomach meats are seriously hating me right now.
how is it i saw the doctor yesterday and feel WORSE today? how is that even fair?
i did not put on makeup today, i barely even managed to scrape my hair back and drag my ass to work. i think my clothes were at least clean, but on the whole i have been one hot mess today. i’d be ashamed if i weren’t so fucking tired.
could i possibly have more to whine about?
i’m sure of it, but right now the sickness is taking precedence over everything and anything. i feel like my whole world is just a gauzy, cottony haze…
and the worst part? i cannot yet properly enjoy my departure from the land of sobriety.
so sad.
