today is a very bad day. i hate talking about my job on here, because, honestly, it’s enough to go through it all day every day during the week…i shouldn’t have to waste valuable time going over things here as well, it already bleeds into my personal life enough as is.
but working here is maddening in a way that just seeps all of my energy and will to live out. it’s like spending all day smashing your head against a brick wall. with spikes on it. every day, all day, forever and ever. even when it splits your skull open and brain meats and fluids start seeping out, and you’re severely concerned about your sanity…
you still have to keep smashing your head against that wall…
right now i’m trying to keep my mind off of it by reading how fabulous beth ditto is. seriously, i love her to know end. and for a bit, it’s working… but it’s also reminding me that her life is fabulous and fantastic and mine is decidedly not. that’s a bit of a downer.
but just look at her, she’s so lovely.
