today is one of those days where i’m going to be a tightly coiled ball of pure, unadulterated rage all fucking day long.
all the good will and relaxation i had leftover from my “vacation” is pretty much obliterated and gone. everything is shitty and awful and i have a barely controlled urge to rip things to shreds, smash everything and burn everything down to cinders. i’m actually so fucking pissed off it’s hard to focus or concentrate or anything.
i had the most awful night, i’m super tired, and i don’t like how all of that stupid shit is making me feel right now, but worst of all, it’s like the vacation never even happened. if i knew everything was going to be this shitty, i would’ve just stayed home and not even bothered taking the time off. at least i would have gotten some work done…
right now, i’m just wound up with fucking RAGE.
this is going to be the longest god damned day ever…
