this is another year where i can’t make it home to colorado for the holidays. in fact, i can’t really honestly remember the last time i was actually home. it’s really been that long. and it sucks.
the worst part of all this is if i really think about it, i’m totally missing all these things about my brother. really, his whole life i’ve been away, and it sucks more and more. it really, really sucks. i can’t believe that i’ve been out here all this time while he’s been growing up and i just…
missed it all.
i missed everything.
i fucked up.
