so the ataris are awesome, and now i have GOBLETS OF WROK!!!
w00t!!
how much do i fuckin’ love the ataris. vendetta red was ok, i suppose. not too bad and whatnot. heh. omg…but all those little punkass kids trying to mosh, when the music isn’t appropriate for moshiness…
jesus christ bananas.
idiots, idiots i tell you!
and my ‘pimp tom, pimp’ button got ripped off by the crazies, but then i found it halfway through the ataris set.
concerts are awesome.
even though nobody went with me…well the rockstar was suposed to go…or something. i dunno, everything is fuckin’ insane with him. but i went. i considered drinking but club drinks are so fuckin’ expensive, ya know. i wandered around and found a spot reasonably close to the stage. but then people went insane as per usual at concerts and there was some moshing and some squishing of the pineapple, but all in all it was awesome.
the ataris sang ‘between me and you’ and i called the rockstar during the song and just held up the phone for part of it. then hung up on his ass. heh.
i’m such a sucker for lyrics:
Won’t you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?Why do we always seem,
To want what we can’t have?
Lessons learned.
But then i listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.I’m happy for you.
I’m sure that he really loves you.
But it breaks my heart,
To know i can’t hold you.It’s just hard to think
I’ll never get the chance
To say your mine.
But every time you hear this song
You’ll know you’ve made a mark
On my heart and my mind.
*sighs*
oh yeah, i’m a moron.
because i started getting sad at the concert, because *deep breath* i miss the rockstar. so. much. blegh. so i get all emotional and whatnot, and it pisses me off cuz i hate being like that but i’m all contemplative and thinking about him and how things were and blah blah freaking blah and on the walk home i end up listening to the drunken voicemails again.
oh god.
*cries*
he still has feelings for me? christ! hearing him say that he still loves me…and has feelings for me and all that. omfg…i cannot…i repeat: CANNOT take that! totally broke me down all over again. and i started crying like a motherfuckin’ fool!
A FOOL.
that’s all i really am when it comes to him…
a motherfuckin’ fool.
