that’s the single most horrible sentence in the english language. because it’s so true. we don’t know. nearly all the time we have no fucking clue what we’re doing or feeling, but we run around pretending that we do. and life falls apart when we have to face the fact that we’ve never known. and probably never will.
grief.
i hate how it wraps itself around me like fingers choking the life right out, slowly, suffocatingly, overwhelmingly.
i hate how i don’t know how i’m going to survive january alone. i barely survived it when i had someone, and now i don’t.
losing the rockstar doesn’t even register a blip on the radar when i see something she would’ve liked, remember something she would have said, have something i would ask her about. i can look at her picture and not burst into tears, suprisingly, but that took a while. and all of a sudden, out of nowhere something will hit me and i won’t be able to control it. at all.
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what else is new, right?
so yeah, lots of pants dropping at hillary’s. brenda makes the mostest awesomest drinks ever. everyone was hella chill and it was fun.
i totally cheated on jack though…his good friend jim was the only one present, well jim and his buddy jose, so yeah…i cheated on jack. and that was FUN!
midget (1:21:44 PM): who lives in a pineapple under the sea
pineapple (1:21:58 PM): SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!
midget (1:22:03 PM): hehehe
pineapple (1:22:14 PM): absorbent, and yellow and porous is he!
midget (1:22:29 PM): spongebob square pants!
pineapple (1:22:36 PM): w00t!
so i went out with jetta, right? and that was awesome. yenching’s puts crack rat acid, heroin and ecstasy in their scallion pancakes, btw.
totally.
like WHOA.
soooo fuckin’ good! so jetta and i frolicked and talked and i got her the most specialest cookie ever, right? right. and then clara called and asked if i was going to the people’s republik. and so like, yeah…i said bye bye to jetta and headed over to central to get to the people’s. and that was cool. and whatnot.
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at. all.
but nevertheless i have sat through both games 6 & 7 of the sox/yankees ACLS championship. got ridiculous plastered dor the win of game 6, and didn’t make the smartest decisions in the world.
BAD IDEA JEANS strike again! eep!!
but game 7 wasn’t too bad. not too bad at all. well ok so it would’ve been bad if i were a sox fan, but you know. eff the sox, eff the yankees! now we can focus all of our attention on football damnit!!!!! ya heard?!
*ahem*
i mean, it was a good game. i cheered even. f’real, i shit you not. claracita, norah, brandon & dana and i were all at good ol’ gay.com watchin’ the baseball action. woo and yay. and you know, i actually followed some of it. but basically all is not happy in boston. the yankees have won more world series championships than any one team should ever boast to accomplish because they are in league with satan. the sox haven’t won jack shit because the were monumentally stupid and traded babe ruth back in the day. so yeah.
and whatevercakes. i’m not a baseball fan. *shrug*
what can i say?
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so the ataris are awesome, and now i have GOBLETS OF WROK!!!
w00t!!
how much do i fuckin’ love the ataris. vendetta red was ok, i suppose. not too bad and whatnot. heh. omg…but all those little punkass kids trying to mosh, when the music isn’t appropriate for moshiness…
jesus christ bananas.
idiots, idiots i tell you!
and my ‘pimp tom, pimp’ button got ripped off by the crazies, but then i found it halfway through the ataris set.
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that’s the single most horrible sentence in the english language. because it’s so true. we don’t know. nearly all the time we have no fucking clue what we’re doing or feeling, but we run around pretending that we do. and life falls apart when we have to face the fact that we’ve never known. and […]
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grief. i hate how it wraps itself around me like fingers choking the life right out, slowly, suffocatingly, overwhelmingly. i hate how i don’t know how i’m going to survive january alone. i barely survived it when i had someone, and now i don’t. losing the rockstar doesn’t even register a blip on the radar […]
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what else is new, right? so yeah, lots of pants dropping at hillary’s. brenda makes the mostest awesomest drinks ever. everyone was hella chill and it was fun. i totally cheated on jack though…his good friend jim was the only one present, well jim and his buddy jose, so yeah…i cheated on jack. and that […]
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midget (1:21:44 PM): who lives in a pineapple under the sea pineapple (1:21:58 PM): SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! midget (1:22:03 PM): hehehe pineapple (1:22:14 PM): absorbent, and yellow and porous is he! midget (1:22:29 PM): spongebob square pants! pineapple (1:22:36 PM): w00t!
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so i went out with jetta, right? and that was awesome. yenching’s puts crack rat acid, heroin and ecstasy in their scallion pancakes, btw. totally. like WHOA. soooo fuckin’ good! so jetta and i frolicked and talked and i got her the most specialest cookie ever, right? right. and then clara called and asked if […]
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at. all. but nevertheless i have sat through both games 6 & 7 of the sox/yankees ACLS championship. got ridiculous plastered dor the win of game 6, and didn’t make the smartest decisions in the world. BAD IDEA JEANS strike again! eep!! but game 7 wasn’t too bad. not too bad at all. well ok […]
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so the ataris are awesome, and now i have GOBLETS OF WROK!!! w00t!! how much do i fuckin’ love the ataris. vendetta red was ok, i suppose. not too bad and whatnot. heh. omg…but all those little punkass kids trying to mosh, when the music isn’t appropriate for moshiness… jesus christ bananas. idiots, idiots i […]
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