fuckin’ mondays, yo. fuck a monday! (™midget)
*growl*
pineapple (6:36:52 PM): i know it’s hard…don’t let it get to you though, and please take care of yourself
rockstar (6:37:20 PM): i have never given up
rockstar (6:37:45 PM): it know it is hard i am just worried aobut not being good enugff and getting kicked out
pineapple (6:37:56 PM): you’re good enough
pineapple (6:38:10 PM): you gave up on me. but school is MORE IMPORTANT
pineapple (6:38:20 PM): you won’t get kicked out, you’re too smart for that
rockstar (6:38:28 PM): i diddent give up on you
rockstar (6:38:39 PM): you need to go to school
rockstar (6:38:48 PM): you do
rockstar (6:38:52 PM): go to school
pineapple (6:38:53 PM): you did
pineapple (6:38:55 PM): i might
rockstar (6:38:58 PM): get a education
rockstar (6:39:21 PM): and dont hang out with degenerats
pineapple (6:39:27 PM): degenerates?
rockstar (6:39:47 PM): i really dont drink anymore
rockstar (6:39:51 PM): i dont smoke
pineapple (6:39:55 PM): it helps
rockstar (6:39:57 PM): i just work out and study
rockstar (6:40:10 PM): driking is bad
pineapple (6:40:12 PM): i work out, i go to work, i get drunk, i work out more
rockstar (6:40:19 PM): look what it does to people
pineapple (6:40:29 PM): it doesn’t matter
rockstar (6:40:54 PM): how did you feel during lint when your dad gave up alcahal
pineapple (6:41:03 PM): don’t go there
rockstar (6:41:05 PM): how much different was he
pineapple (6:41:06 PM): please
rockstar (6:41:27 PM): how much did you hate drinking when we lived in colorado
pineapple (6:41:28 PM): that doesn’t matter…and neither do i, so please don’t go there
rockstar (6:42:06 PM): what was your opion of people that spend there nights sitting at a bar and driking
pineapple (6:42:30 PM): are you judging me or something?
rockstar (6:42:31 PM): you hated drinking
rockstar (6:42:48 PM): you diddent like it when your dad drunk
pineapple (6:42:49 PM): so maybe i’m good at it. i sucked at everything i liked. this i’m good at
pineapple (6:43:00 PM): this helps
pineapple (6:43:08 PM): why in the hell do you care?
rockstar (6:43:16 PM): no i am not i am just trying to tell you that the [pineapple] i knew wouldnet be driking so much
pineapple (6:43:26 PM): you wiped your hands of that girl. you didn’t want that girl.
rockstar (6:43:39 PM): and she woldent hang out with degenerates
pineapple (6:43:46 PM): so i don’t want to be her anymore because it hurts too much
pineapple (6:43:52 PM): degenerates? wtf are you talking about?
rockstar (6:44:07 PM): how can you be good at drinking all it does is kill your liverf
rockstar (6:44:35 PM): my aunt chartole died because she drank to much
pineapple (6:45:01 PM): again, why in the hell do you care?
rockstar (6:45:06 PM): i am talking about your choice of friends they arint people that you would of hung out with or like back home
pineapple (6:45:23 PM): what do you know about my friends?
rockstar (6:46:23 PM): i know quite a bit i know the kind of people they are i know from the stoyes you tell me
pineapple (6:46:35 PM): why do you care?
rockstar (6:47:17 PM): take a long look at your life and think about your furter and if you are on a path to aheve the furtuer you want
rockstar (6:47:21 PM): that is what i do
rockstar (6:47:33 PM): we are what we make out of our lives
pineapple (6:47:35 PM): why in the hell do you care?
rockstar (6:48:02 PM): i diddent give up on berklee when it all got fucked up
rockstar (6:48:30 PM): becuase i care about my future so i rearly drink and if i do it is 3 beers at most
rockstar (6:48:35 PM): i dont smoke anymore
rockstar (6:48:50 PM): because i want to be someting
pineapple (6:49:22 PM): good for you
pineapple (6:49:28 PM): does it really matter what i do?
rockstar (6:49:42 PM): look at your life
rockstar (6:49:53 PM): yes it does
pineapple (6:49:57 PM): what is so fucking evil about me, huh?
pineapple (6:50:12 PM): i didn’t matter to you, so nothing should matter
rockstar (6:50:26 PM): your friends are allot older than you do you want there lives when you are thire age
pineapple (6:50:30 PM): why would you give a rat’s ass about what i do now?
rockstar (6:50:32 PM): do you ?
rockstar (6:51:17 PM): do you want to get drunk and preagate and end up in the same dam job
pineapple (6:51:29 PM): is this what you really think of me? what did i ever do to you that was so fucking awful?
rockstar (6:51:51 PM): if you have kids do you want them to even know what a bar is
rockstar (6:52:11 PM): no it is not but i know driking leads to bad stuff
pineapple (6:52:12 PM): why do you care what i do?
rockstar (6:52:30 PM): i know you wont go to school for some dam reason
pineapple (6:52:42 PM): i *won’t*?
rockstar (6:53:24 PM): you should of gone back this semester
pineapple (6:53:26 PM): answer me this: why in the hell would anything i do matter to you?
rockstar (6:53:35 PM): your lease is not a good exuesse
pineapple (6:53:39 PM): i *couldn’t* go back this semester
rockstar (6:53:47 PM): you could of found someone to replace you
pineapple (6:53:50 PM): where would i come up with the $$$ to break the lease? to move? to pay for school?
pineapple (6:54:23 PM): things don’t always work out the way i hope they will
rockstar (6:54:37 PM): so do you have a plan
pineapple (6:54:39 PM): now answer, why would you ever give a flying fuck about anything i do?
rockstar (6:55:13 PM): do you have a plan
pineapple (6:55:32 PM): if you’re not going to answer me, i don’t know why i should answer you. unless that is your answer, in which case if you don’t care anyway, why should it matter?
rockstar (6:58:19 PM): because icare about you
rockstar (6:58:34 PM): you have been in my life for a while
pineapple (6:58:45 PM): but you don’t want me in your life
pineapple (6:58:49 PM): so none of it matters
rockstar (6:59:35 PM): just look at your quility of friends
pineapple (6:59:50 PM): i figure you talk to me just to rub in my face how happy you are without me
pineapple (7:00:34 PM): so let me get this straight, not only are you attacking me and my life you’re now attacking the only people who’ve actually given a fuck if i live or die or anything?
rockstar (7:01:00 PM): there is a whole hell of a lot more to your life then me so dont use that as a exusse to drink and what not
rockstar (7:01:43 PM): do they or do they just want to get your drunk and see you do stupid stuff and propisiton you
pineapple (7:01:58 PM): you don’t know them?
pineapple (7:02:03 PM): i don’t want your pity. or you looking down on me like i’m beneath you. who cares why i drink?
rockstar (7:02:36 PM): my pitty? there is not pitty
pineapple (7:02:44 PM): i don’t want you judging me either
rockstar (7:03:25 PM): i am jsut sitting back watching a smart girl with a whole lot of potantal to be somting in this world hand help her little brother become somting ruen her life
pineapple (7:03:28 PM): so i’ve just given you another reason to not want me
rockstar (7:03:30 PM): no i am not
pineapple (7:03:31 PM): big fat fucking deal
rockstar (7:03:33 PM): i just care
rockstar (7:03:49 PM): and i am pissed off that you are letting everything slip away
pineapple (7:04:04 PM): i let a whole lot slip away
pineapple (7:04:09 PM): what the hell does it matter with anything else? why should it matter to you?
pineapple (7:04:18 PM): you’re. done. with. me. did you forget that?
rockstar (7:04:45 PM): it is just me you will have more bf’s probubly ones that are a whole lot better than me worrie about your life
pineapple (7:06:00 PM): you don’t want me, but you’re probably feeling guilty or christ knows what about me drinking. well don’t. i’m a big girl. what i do doesn’t matter, because you’ve made it perfectly clear that you don’t give a fuck. you can go on with your life and find a new girl or whatever because you’ve made it clear that you’re perfectly happy without me, you’ve told me point blank that you’re glad we’re over. fine.
pineapple (7:06:16 PM): i don’t need to be with another dude just so you’ll feel better about someone worrying about me. i don’t need a babysitter
rockstar (7:06:55 PM): no matter what i do or say you say the same dam thing
pineapple (7:07:01 PM): what?
rockstar (7:07:02 PM): you just assume stuff
pineapple (7:07:06 PM): then explain to me. you’re either dumping all over me, or vague as hell
pineapple (7:07:23 PM): or better yet, tell me now you STOP loving someone?
pineapple (7:07:25 PM): how’d you do it?
rockstar (7:07:34 PM): you know why we broke up
pineapple (7:07:53 PM): i know, fighting, i’m a bitch, i’m horrific to be around, i KNOW!
pineapple (7:07:58 PM): i got the memo, thanks
rockstar (7:08:22 PM): was it becuase i dont like you as a person nooo it was the fact that you kept telling me you diddnet want me
pineapple (7:08:35 PM): how did you do it? how do you just stop loving someone?
rockstar (7:08:56 PM): you dont
pineapple (7:09:04 PM): but you did
rockstar (7:09:50 PM): dont even begin to try to tell me what i feel
pineapple (7:09:54 PM): i can’t believe you believe the stupid moronic shit i say when i’m upset or scared or stupid…i’m a fucking idiot and you decide to listen to me all of a sudden? you told me what you thought i felt
rockstar (7:10:12 PM): i am just pissed becuase you are ruining your life
pineapple (7:10:26 PM): fine then, you tell me what you feel. or is that it, you’re just pissed off? well so sorry i piss you the fuck off. i hate to be such an inconvenience in your life.
rockstar (7:11:53 PM): i think you are a litte to worked up to contune this conversation
pineapple (7:12:14 PM): don’t even begin to try and tell me what i feel
pineapple (7:12:27 PM): you already did that enough
rockstar (7:12:54 PM): lets talk about this lator
rockstar (7:12:58 PM): calm down
pineapple (7:13:21 PM): i’m sorry that you look back and all you see is me pushing you away, i know i was stupid. but i look back and remember wanting you around. i’m sorry i pushed you too far.
pineapple (7:13:38 PM): don’t ever try and presume to know what i feel and i won’t assume anything about you.
pineapple (7:13:54 PM): i have to go meet jetta.
pineapple (7:13:56 PM): bye [rockstar]
pineapple (7:13:58 PM): have a nice life
rockstar (7:14:33 PM): bye bye talk to you lator
rockstar (7:14:41 PM): tell jetta i say hi
so i guess we’ll talk about this “lator”.
*growl*
