looking for plane tickets home is making me feel like throwing up. and giving me a pounding headache.
three days ago they were $100 more than two weeks ago. today they are $100 more than three days ago. i can’t afford this shit. i can’t afford the time off work, and the gas money and all the other things i’ll have to buy when i get to colorado. i can’t fucking do this. and i don’t have a fucking choice.
i hate this.