and trying not to have a full-on, freak-out spazz attack. (it is a totally futile effort, by the way)
::breathes::
next wednesday, at 5:30 p.m. EST i’m going to attempt a fairly major “career” advancement. i’m somewhat prepared, or rather, i’ve been preparing for this for over three years in some way or another, but i am absolutely scared shitless right now. i know i shouldn’t be, i know the VP is a nice dude. and i know my stuff. but mother of god…so nervous. crap like this *always* makes me nervous. and i’ve already bitten my nails down enough as it is, thank god it’s going to be a conference call — hooray for the VP being based out of Chicago. still….nervous!
i mean…ok, i don’t want to jinx it or get my hopes up or anything. but, things could be so much better if everything works out. both in my life personally and for my job. not just for my job, but for the company.
oh man…
edited to add:
job #2 gave me free pizza today
and i have bill nye videos in my possession.
::SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE::
mine :
