you know, it’s true, waiting is the hardest part. of like, anything. more than the spazzy nervousness that devours my brainmeats, anticipating something totally screws with my processes hardcore.
and i know, i know, i know i should have like “patience” or some crap like that, buuuuuut…i can’t help it. things are about to get really, really awesome work-wise and i want it to happen now, you know? besides, i’m completely anal about planning and budgeting and analyzing like…everything, so i want to be able to adjust my plans & whatnot accordingly. furthermore, job #1 is licking hairy donkey balls and that’s merely extrapolating the restlessness that’s eating me right now. then there’s everyone at job #2 who’s rallying behind me and inquiring and whatnot and it makes me want it more. besides, everyone here is really spiffy. it’s just…i don’t know how to occupy my mind with anything other than nervous anticipation.
i suppose this is why people need pr0n.
