recently, much more than usual, i haven’t been able to control my temper. at all. i think it might be stress-related or something. i’m not entirely certain. all i know is the littlest things can set me off, and then all i want to do is scream and yell and smash things.
punch things and break things and destroy things because i’m so fucking mad i can’t see straight. it makes my eyes hurt and my head hurt and makes my muscles twitch in fury.
i hate it.
but sometimes, i really…really want to give into it.
