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get your filler right here! because i am, bored, and tired…
taken from: TMI Tuesday
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recently, much more than usual, i haven’t been able to control my temper. at all. i think it might be stress-related or something. i’m not entirely certain. all i know is the littlest things can set me off, and then all i want to do is scream and yell and smash things.
punch things and break things and destroy things because i’m so fucking mad i can’t see straight. it makes my eyes hurt and my head hurt and makes my muscles twitch in fury.
i hate it.
but sometimes, i really…really want to give into it.
halloweenie is coming soon, sooner than i realized and i have no idea what to do about it. i’m excited — i’m always excited about halloween — and i want to dress up, and i want to have fun, and i want to get spectacularly drunk.
there are, of course, a few drawbacks this year: i’m so not prepared yet, i’m running out of time, it’s on a tuesday. and did i mention i don’t have any ideas?
i mean, i have a few, but they’re always hard to execute or prepare for. or too complicated to pull off in one go, ya know? then of course, there’s the issue of what to do. and i still think that people should give me nips of liquor if i go trick-or-treating. trick-or-boozing, that’s what it should be, those are my treats and people should give them to me! i need a neighborhood that will do it.
lately, especially lately, i’ve been preoccupied with zombies. and i think that it would be totally awesome to be a zombie. it’s just hard…i mean, hard to do it right. and i have none of my old halloween/drama makeup and paints anymore.
jury’s still out on this one, but i’ll think of something…
even better, in fact.
my beautiful, beautiful car is all put back together again and better than ever. thank christ. i picked it up from the shop today, and it’s so pretty. now it’s full of gas, fully repaired and ready to roar. makes me feel like takin’ another road trip or something. i have to wait 30 days to get it washed other than by hand, and 90 to get it waxed, but i can get the inside detailed no biggie. that’ll be nice, i think.
i’m still drivin’ to work on fridays — and maybe more when it gets unbefuckinglievably cold again — but i’m even more careful nowadays.
and i still maintain that only assholes drive white vehicles.
that is the bottom line, really: i was fucking not prepared.
sure i waited forever and ever and counted minutes and days and hours and FOREVERS until i could finally see the season premiere of battlestar galactica but i was fucking not prepared, people!
because it was absolutely, unbelievably spectacular…and i was not prepared.
i am so monumentally fucked right now. i wouldn’t even know the first step to figure out how to get out of it all. so fucked.
and now i have one hell of a throbbing headache. jesus.
get your filler right here! because i am, bored, and tired… taken from: TMI Tuesday
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recently, much more than usual, i haven’t been able to control my temper. at all. i think it might be stress-related or something. i’m not entirely certain. all i know is the littlest things can set me off, and then all i want to do is scream and yell and smash things. punch things and […]
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halloweenie is coming soon, sooner than i realized and i have no idea what to do about it. i’m excited — i’m always excited about halloween — and i want to dress up, and i want to have fun, and i want to get spectacularly drunk. there are, of course, a few drawbacks this year: […]
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even better, in fact. my beautiful, beautiful car is all put back together again and better than ever. thank christ. i picked it up from the shop today, and it’s so pretty. now it’s full of gas, fully repaired and ready to roar. makes me feel like takin’ another road trip or something. i have […]
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that is the bottom line, really: i was fucking not prepared. sure i waited forever and ever and counted minutes and days and hours and FOREVERS until i could finally see the season premiere of battlestar galactica but i was fucking not prepared, people! because it was absolutely, unbelievably spectacular…and i was not prepared.
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i am so monumentally fucked right now. i wouldn’t even know the first step to figure out how to get out of it all. so fucked. and now i have one hell of a throbbing headache. jesus.
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