and yet i feel helpless.
i’m not entirely certain anymore. after the whole primary debacle, i’ve decided that the government can lick my balls and then fuck directly off. not only does my vote not count but i get insulted and harassed whenever i attempt to do my civic duty (though not this badly). and i realize i also forfeit some of my right to bitch about said government by not participating, but fuck that shit.
i am concerned about the issues, but i really just don’t give a shit right now. and it’s even more disheartening when there’s a fucking election goign on and the “breaking news” on cnn is about britney fucking spears. dumb-ocracy indeed.
this year is a fairly big year, and i do hope that congress gets an extreme makover but i’m not entirely certain that more democrats are the answer. both parties disgust me in very separate, but very big ways.
although, i’m far more disgusted by certain sectors of the republican party than i am democrats.
take a good long look at that (then read this). and realize that it’s government sponsored. and realize that a giant sector of the US government is totally ok with sentiment like that. in 2006. in america.
for real.
sure, they’re fundamentalist, right-wing fucktards…but there are enough fundamentalist, right-wing fucktards to make an impact. to hold everyone back. and not enough people who care.
not enough open-minded conservatives or action-taking liberals. because lately, and maybe since gore gave up and kerry went retarded and there were no other options, liberals or democrats or whatever haven’t really been into taking action. they’ll bitch, they’ll moan, but they’ll not really do something. they’re not so much into that. which is almost as bad as republicans and conservatives — because i do realize the two are not always mutually exclusive — so thoroughly fucking everyone else in the nation over.
but in the end, they’re all completely disgusting. i’m not sorry i’m not voting today, i just wish the system weren’t so fucked up.
and i do know i didn’t do anything to help it. i’m ok with that for right now. because i can’t vote for something i don’t believe in.
and i do not believe in this government…this “president”…this “administration”…none of it. nor do i know when i will again.
