- Randomness…
- Have you ever said “I Love you†and not meant it? Has someone told you “I Love you†and not meant it?
i’m not proud of it, but yes…i have done it. most though, with family. you say “i love you” to a relative you can’t stand just because you’re obligated to, because of blood, because of fate, because of circumstance. because you’ll get in trouble otherwise. and i think that’s what makes love so hard to pinpoint, so hard to trust, so hard to believe in. because it’s such a quick & easy lie. because you never really know for certain…and because that little bit of niggling doubt is usually what eats away at something that might be real anyway — had you not doubted. also, i fucking know that people have said it to me before and not meant it. and they are the ones that aren’t a part of my life anymore. oh well, no great loss. - Do you believe in love at first sight? Do you believe in karma?
nope. lust, definitely. desire, yes. love…not so much. karma is strange, sometimes i do believe in it and sometimes i don’t. but anymore i don’t think it’s a “do good things & good things happen to you, do bad things & bad things happen to you” black & white stipulation. i think there are grey areas, random chance, fate, fuckups & such. sometimes bad people get away with it, sometimes good people get terminal diseases…i think karma has very little power over life as a whole…but it’s there. there in the backdrop. - What person do you trust the most? What person do you trust the least?
i trust my daddy totally. i trust the boy probably more than he knows. i trust my midget. i do not trust my mother, her brother, or the government. - What type(s) of music do you like? What type(s) of music do you dislike?
oh there’s a laundry list somewhere of music that i think is the bees knees. because it is. i dislike sugary pop, country (patsy cline & johnny cash are exempt for being gods), polka and anything on jamn 94.5. also: MIA & the dresden dolls & matisyahu (or whatever his stupid name is). - Who is your celebrity crush? Who do you think is your celebrity look-a-like?
hmmm…i don’t think it’s johnny anymore. ::shrug:: i look like cheech marin.
i’ve become a filler-whore because it’s easier. because it takes my mind off things.
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