so tired different parts of me ache, in different ways. so tired i can’t even bother to turn off my brain so i can stop thinking for five fucking minutes…five fucking seconds, even. so tired that the simplest solution seems to just fucking give up. give up give up give up give up.
that’s what i want most. that’s the only thing i need. #1 on my christmas wish list.
surrender.
defeat.
give up.
i don’t want to wallow and mope and worry…i just want it all to fucking end. be over and done with, regardless of the outcome.
i want five seconds of peace.
i want to give up.
