i have been away from work for less than 12 hours. that is kind of totally ridiculous when you think about it, really. not that i don’t totally love my job but what the hell, man?
lately i’ve just been so fried, so rundown. i don’t know what it is…probably the weather. right now it’s supposed to be lovely and springtime and fresh. it’s totally not, in fact, it’s totally completely bullshit. and well, i’ve been stressing UNBELIEVABLY a lot over the whole upcoming travel thing. there’s tickets to buy, times to coordinate, money to have that is not there…and on top of it all, i still have to get tickets to fly my buttnugget out here in july. such a freakin’ headache, i swear.
i wish i weren’t so god damned poor.
in other news, i’m attempting to draw again. it is not going so well & i fully blame the boy for this. because if he had not have brought it up i would not have ever bothered in the first place. and yet, and yet…here i am, scrawling away and totally fuckin’ up shit. r.a.h…
i completely lack inspiration, i think. that’s my problem.
