there’s a reason i don’t ever put pictures of myself on teh interwebs. a.) it’s creepy b.) i take HORRIBLE pictures c.) i hate pictures d.) it’s creepy.
but in honor of the raiders playin’ the denver donkeys on mexican independence day, i just had to throw up a lil something. besides, it’s a rare occasion that i manage to not gnaw my fingernails down to ragged, hideous stumps so this is clearly a cause for celebration. and i absolutely love my new nailpolish…together or separate, they’re awesome.
that’s so girly, isn’t it?
sometimes i just can’t help myself. it’s downright shameful, really.
of course, i hope the game goes well on sunday. yes, i know it’s the browns. and it is the fiesta latina, but still…there’s been a shaky start and with football it can go either way. mccown isn’t really pulling his weight right now, culpepper isn’t a guarantee and i’m so fuckin’ angry at jamarcus russell for being such a selfish twat that i could care less if he plays or not. like…way to disrespect the sport, man.
then again, at least they’re not the patriots.
fall kickball 2007 starts up sunday and i have a roadsteamer show on saturday. if everything goes well tonight, i’ll have a laid-back, relaxed weekend. fingers-fuckin’-crossed.
tonight is going to be a damn near all-nighter. i have no idea how long the cutover to AT&T is going to take, but i’m so nervous about it. hella nervous. ugh.
i wish i could just squeeze my eyes shut and it’d be all over. these days, i really feel like i’m in over my head, you know? it’s so frustrating. new car when i’m not entirely over my last car, new things going on at the office so fast my head is spinning, changes at home, worrying about the family, the holidays right around the corner…it’s all enough to drive me totally and completely crazy.