i have a lot to say, a lot i’m thinking about…too much i’m thinking about. and i just can’t get it out, thoughts…words…all of it is trapped in my throat. i’m strangling on my own words.
this has been the longest week ever, and yet…really, it’s gone by too fast. i don’t even know if the memories are going to hold. what if i lose them?
i’m confused and scared. and angry at feeling so helpless.
so really, i don’t have a lot to say, i guess. or rather, everything i have to say is hovering beyond my grasp. but i’m sure it will all pop up at an unfortunate time.
