i fail at life. so.fucking.hard.
my one chance to get the fuck out of here and get something done with my life and i can’t even fucking do that. all i want is to get my shit in order, get some certifications under my belt and get the hell out of dodge. but i’m trapped.
trapped by circumstance, trapped by means (or lack thereof), just so fucking trapped.
it’s so frustrating and so fucking exactly my life. i can never, ever afford the education i want or need and therefore i am constantly ruled and controlled and manipulated by money. i can spend forever earning the money but then i don’t have time for the school. i can spend forever on school but not be able afford it without the money.
only now, on top of everything else, i’m getting fucking old.
story of my fucking life.
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