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am i all that different from last year? dunno, i wouldn’t necessarily say so. i’m still disillusioned with the new england region (bostonians especially), the government and the world as a whole. i still have the same goals, and desires. i still have the same joys and sorrows. no, scratch that one, i have a lot more sorrow these days. a lot more sadness. i figure, though, that’s just part of growing up, growing older. your days are tinged in loss and sadness, your world is colored in grief. unavoidable fact.
the last year hasn’t been all bad, not exactly. there were many good times to be had, many fun memories made. it definitely was a harder year than most, but oh well. the one thing about birthdays is, for me, they’re always on the downslope of the summer and then i have but a precious few weeks left before fall (read: “sleety, rainy, hellish cold” in boston) gives way to the icy winter. it really is, in almost every way, the death of a summer. every summer.
i should maybe be a bit more cheerful, yeah? i mean, honestly the past few days have been fabulous. i spent time with my loved ones and much good food, good booze, and good times were had. so really, how can you go wrong with that?
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