2010 is wrapping up to a close (more on that later) and more importantly my time at my job is wrapping up to an end.
i’ve been there nearly 8 years (february would have made #8 with a bullet), and it’s been…interesting. consuming. a whole mess of things all rolled into one, really. i don’t know any way i can accurately describe it.
monday starts my last week at work, and after that: new horizons.
i’m nervous, i’m scared, i’m excited.
2011, here i come.
yep, that’s about right…that’s my fucking year.
2011 is coming up with a motherfucking bullet, and i’m not sure how i’m going to handle that.
Te fuiste aquel minuto para toda la muerte
a navegar en hondo oceanos de silencio
con un largo camino de puilas dormidas
y un bando de palomas prendido a tus ensueños.
Ya estaras por ausentes claridades de luna,
mas tuyo que en las flechas de tu reloj de oro,
donde contabas tanto minuto sin orillas
para la sed de alas que quemaba tus hombros.
Y habras saltado mares que la inquietud miraba,
abismos en la timida soledad de tu ausencia;
y en la noche habras sido tenue brisa caliente
junto a aquel pedacito de tu amorosa tierra.
Largo abrazo de alientos sobre las amapolas
y una risa, y un canto sin palabras ni musica;
y un aqui esty gozos de pasados insomnios,
y un para siempre calido en la fria llanura.
Como partiste en brazos del silencio apretado,
resonara mas viva la luz de tus palabras;
y en cada estrofa de aire se enredara un acento,
y en cada mariposa te naceran mas alas.
Gozo de estar ya vivo para el eterno dia,
de saberte en el agua, y en el sol, y en la hierba.
Haras entre las nubes Nacimientos de plata
y encontraras tu nido en un arbol de estrellas.
— Elegia Para Tu Ausencia
it’s not as ball-witheringly cold as everyone said it would be, either.
i was only half-heartedly attempting a change, and now it’s like everything is changing around me whether i like it or not.
i’m scared. and anxious. and so motherfucking nervous.
i’m almost not certain if i want everything to work out or if i want to stay status quo.
just, flat out not sure.
2010 is wrapping up to a close (more on that later) and more importantly my time at my job is wrapping up to an end. i’ve been there nearly 8 years (february would have made #8 with a bullet), and it’s been…interesting. consuming. a whole mess of things all rolled into one, really. i don’t […]
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january: STRESS february: STRESS march: STRESS april: STRESS may: STRESS + colorado trip june: STRESS + broke as a mug july: STRESS + humidity august: STRESS + SO MUCH HUMIDITY september: STRESS october: STRESS + wedding in colorado november: STRESS + GUILT december: STRESS + GUILT + chicago hell + MOAR AND MOAR STRESS. heaps […]
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3 years & one day. 156 weeks (approximately) 1,097 days 26,328 hours 1,579,680 minutes 94,780,800 seconds Te fuiste aquel minuto para toda la muerte a navegar en hondo oceanos de silencio con un largo camino de puilas dormidas y un bando de palomas prendido a tus ensueños. Ya estaras por ausentes claridades de luna, mas […]
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london porter is delicious cvs out here sells the GIANT izze pop and jack daniels (and every other booze under the sun) the tv news dude refers to barack obama as — i shit you not — “the annointed one it’s not as ball-witheringly cold as everyone said it would be, either.
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i was only half-heartedly attempting a change, and now it’s like everything is changing around me whether i like it or not. i’m scared. and anxious. and so motherfucking nervous. i’m almost not certain if i want everything to work out or if i want to stay status quo. just, flat out not sure.
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