oh god my sleep schedule is fucked up, i’m so behind in school work, everything is ruined, i hate everyone and i kind of want to burn down the apartment or just start smashing things with a hammer.
i hate my life.
fuck.
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oh god my sleep schedule is fucked up, i’m so behind in school work, everything is ruined, i hate everyone and i kind of want to burn down the apartment or just start smashing things with a hammer.
i hate my life.
fuck.
i think in my old age i’m getting a bit more fashionable, and actually now that i have more time and am generally happier about my lot in life (read: job) i actually attempt to NOT look like a giant gutter troll all day every day.
observe the sheer fantasticness that is my outfit today. it is hard to show with just a small glimpse, but homey don’t play photos on the internet. especially not full length shots, fuck that shit.
seriously, my pumps (they’re stealth pumps! wedges disguised as flats! i can walk in them!) are adorbs, and fully match my cardigan. this cardigan was the most awesome purchase, it’s cute, it’s lightweight and so far it is working for a lot of items in my closet. now i can go to work in a sleeve-less dress or something, and be warm in the morning chill but if it gets too hot in the office, boom! peel it off and i’m good to go. i love all things blue, and the navy stripes on my dress are too cute. plus with my navy sweater tights…i actually look really put together.
if only getting my damn life in order was as easy as picking out something cute to wear, damn it. but, that’s another issue all together, really. ugh.
also, the weather report calls for snow today, but damn it, i am SICK of winter! i’m sick of not wearing cute things, i have a bajillion pairs of shoes (ok, not really, but SOMEDAY) and i don’t get to wear any of them because of shitty weather. partially because it’s gross, and partially because i love my pretty pretties and don’t want to ruin them. today, though? fuck the weather. it’s not slated to start till after i get home, so i shall be cute today, damn it!
so cute!
i’m so sleepy. coffee doesn’t always help. nothing helps. then i get home and pass the fuck out and feel like i’m losing all of my daylight and free time to unconsciousness!
ugh.
what is this? why am i so sleepy all the damn time?
fuck.
i’ve gotten a super duper head start on my ethics homework for the week, i’m feeling better about math (but still super freaky outy about it overall!) and i think this week might be a better one. fingers motherfuckin’ crossed!
of course, i’m super duper nervous about midterms & lcd soundsystem next week.
oh god oh god oh god…
today was delicious dim sum with friends! it was awesome, we saw jeanne, lindsay and alex, ate delicious foods and had a grand ol’ time. there really needs to be more fun times like this in my life, you know?
in fact, there needs to be more dim sum in my life! especially the truly magical pork buns that sonny makes, they are mouthgasmic.
of course, i was mildly panicky about homework (i have a feeling i’ll be panicky about homework for the next FOREVER until i’m done with this). ugh.
i really need to break the habit of starting my essays the day they’re due. that’s not good for anybody involved, really. ugh squared. but actually, i’m less worried about my ethics/writing class than i am math. it’s so hard!
yesterday, we went to see paul after chowing down on some super delicious mexican food (oh, mexican food, how i <3 you forever). then we went down to the framingham theatre to see paul. i hadn’t seen much about the movie all together because we don’t really watch tv, and unless i actively seek out information, didn’t really see much in the way of trailers.
i have, however, been waiting for this movie forever. it combines all the things i really love: simon pegg, nick frost, geek humor, and seth rogen. i definitely love the buddy films that pegg & frost have been putting out together — hot fuzz & shaun of the dead are my favorites — but throwing rogen into the mix just adds a whole other level of fuck yeah, awesome! to it all.
paul was genuinely funny, and adorable. it was fun, quirky and really hilarious. also, jane lynch was in it, and she is magnificent in everything. seriously, i will sit through an episode of glee because of the awesome that is jane lynch (note: glee has been SERIOUSLY DEVOID of any good lynch parts in quite a long time).
all in all, it was a cute movie and i’m glad we saw it. plus, it also proves just how much i fucking love seth rogen that i find him completely adorable and endearing when he is nothing more than a voice in a film. and, ok, the paul design was cute, too.
definitely wouldn’t mind seeing this one again sometime.
this morning i had such a time getting up. i went to bed a halfway decent time, but didn’t hear my alarms (yes, that’s alarms, plural).
because i must’ve heard the first one and rolled over on it (my phone) and then had a really weird dream about not being able to stop my ipod from vibrating constantly. because no matter how many times i pressed the button it would keep vibrating.
only the vibration was my phone, that i was laying on, trying to wake me up. i am annoyed with how long it took me to figure this out and wake the fuck up.
i’m pretty sure this is going to set the theme of SUCK for the rest of my day. damn.
oh god my sleep schedule is fucked up, i’m so behind in school work, everything is ruined, i hate everyone and i kind of want to burn down the apartment or just start smashing things with a hammer. i hate my life. fuck.
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i think in my old age i’m getting a bit more fashionable, and actually now that i have more time and am generally happier about my lot in life (read: job) i actually attempt to NOT look like a giant gutter troll all day every day. observe the sheer fantasticness that is my outfit today. […]
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i’m so sleepy. coffee doesn’t always help. nothing helps. then i get home and pass the fuck out and feel like i’m losing all of my daylight and free time to unconsciousness! ugh. what is this? why am i so sleepy all the damn time? fuck.
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i’ve gotten a super duper head start on my ethics homework for the week, i’m feeling better about math (but still super freaky outy about it overall!) and i think this week might be a better one. fingers motherfuckin’ crossed! of course, i’m super duper nervous about midterms & lcd soundsystem next week. oh god […]
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today was delicious dim sum with friends! it was awesome, we saw jeanne, lindsay and alex, ate delicious foods and had a grand ol’ time. there really needs to be more fun times like this in my life, you know? in fact, there needs to be more dim sum in my life! especially the truly […]
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yesterday, we went to see paul after chowing down on some super delicious mexican food (oh, mexican food, how i <3 you forever). then we went down to the framingham theatre to see paul. i hadn’t seen much about the movie all together because we don’t really watch tv, and unless i actively seek out […]
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this morning i had such a time getting up. i went to bed a halfway decent time, but didn’t hear my alarms (yes, that’s alarms, plural). because i must’ve heard the first one and rolled over on it (my phone) and then had a really weird dream about not being able to stop my ipod […]
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