the amount of ohmymotherfuckinggod! panic attacks i’m having over this whole school thing is growing exponentially by the second…
oh god.
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yesterday we went to town and i grabbed some school supplies.
i haven’t done such a thing in years, so it felt kind of weird. but i can’t deny that i’ve always been a fan of shiny, new notebooks, pens, pencils and erasers. i get a kind of rush when i get to organize and sort my supplies just so. the clean lines of an unblemished college-ruled notebook, the smooth gel ink of brand new pens, the shiny graphite of pencil lead in its case…
everything seems so untarnished, and…hopeful? there’s endless possibility, it seems.
i don’t know. maybe i just really fucking like fancy pens and such (truth) but at least that’s one more thing that’s making this all feel real and true.
shit is going down, shit is for real.
this is happening.
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guess who just scored two tickets to see donald glover (aka childish gambino) at the paradise in may?
that’s right, motherfuckers, I DID!!!!
oh god, oh god, can you even imagine?! MAY CAN’T GET HERE QUICK ENOUGH!
and honestly, i don’t know what i’m more excited for: donald motherfucking glover or lcd soundsystem! seriously! i know the boy would be dubious and like “lcd soundsystem, duh” but that would make the 4th (or is it 5th) time that i’ve seen them? something like that. and i’ve never seen donald glover, despite keepin’ everything childish on blast 24/7 for like 3 weeks straight.
really, truly, he is my spirit animal. i think i’m gonna pull a full-on “meeting levar burton face” the entire time we’re at the show.
can’t stop, won’t stop, cannot BELIEVE this is happening.
but you know what? it IS, bitches.
this motherfucking IS happening!
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i don’t know what it is, maybe the coffee or something, but this day is dragging so hard. it’s barely even morning, god it’s not even noon yet. a bunch of stuff has happened, nothing has happened and yet i’m so anxious and antsy.
i’m waiting for the day to end and the minutes are seriously ticking by at a molasses pace.
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it’s been over a month now, and i’m still every once in a while in disbelief that i do not, in fact, work for my former(forever) employer. it seems strange to think that i don’t have to go downtown every day to that horrid building and deal with any matter of madness thrown my way any longer.
and sure, the sleep rations are a bit low at my new job, but honestly, the benefits far outweigh the drawbacks at this point.
i can’t believe this is happening right now. it doesn’t seem true. it feels (every so often) as if i’ve been skeeving off at my (old) job by driving to natick every day and hanging out there….
any moment someone is going to call me and yell at me for all the mountains and piles of work i’ve yet to do, and all the broken craziness i have to fix and i’ll be in trouble for missing work for so long…
except, it isn’t a dream, this isn’t in my imagination…
this. is. happening.
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i got screwed over by fedex yesterday, and thus have not received my textbooks yet. i was really looking forward to them yesterday, but continually disappointed by all delivery systems. the downside of not being able to receive packages at work anymore.
an on top of not receiving my books yet (they’re supposed to show up today) i’m just generally freaking out about how i’m going to balance all of my time: work, general house upkeep, gym, school, trying not to pass out every afternoon.
it’s really totally freaking me out.
oh god, where’s my towel?!
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