there is no christmas tree this year. normally, i pull it out and clear out space in the livingroom and set up the lights and ornaments and all of that. right now, all we have is our stockings up. it was super sad finding my brother’s stocking from last year, all by itself in the closet. part of me misses having a tree up, but i’m too stressed over everything going down this year.
other things i’m not doing? baking, cooking or making super delicious things in general. no sweet treats, no cheesecakes, no cookies or chocolates or tasty snacks. no meat christmas, no elaborate dinners, nothing. i’ve been so worn down with being ohmygodfuckingsiiiick forever and ever and school and general exhaustion that it’s just not happening this year. is it sad? yeah, it’s pretty damn sad.
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