i’m full of stress. like a million, bajillion different kinds of stress. school, work, the move, finances, future puppy, finances, school, work, the car, the move, the new house, everything.
i’m stressed about things that don’t even involve me completely. and it feels like all i’m surrounded by is negative bullshit. i’m not even properly excited about the new house anymore because of all of this stupid stress.
it feels like it’s going to be awful and hard work and everything about the new house will suck because it’s all so disappointing.
i feel like i’m stuck doing all this hard work and prep and dealing with predatory realtors and all of this BULLSHIT and i don’t know how much more i can take of it.
i feel awful. truly fucking awful.