i keep trying to tell myself not to get my hopes up, but oh god…i want it. i keep thinking about it, how much i need it. i want it now. i’m so scared, and nervous, and afraid that i’ve mucked everything up. i want it so bad. fuck.
i keep trying to tell myself not to get my hopes up, but oh god…i want it. i keep thinking about it, how much i need it. i want it now. i’m so scared, and nervous, and afraid that i’ve mucked everything up. i want it so bad. fuck.