i’m so, so crushingly lonely.
mine :
b.l.o.g.
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when i was in high school, jr. high, or even earlier i think…i remember feeling so gross, hating the way i looked. i thought i was fat, and ugly, and everything about me was horrible.
i think it started even earlier, when i was much younger, probably but i felt it most acutely during high school for sure. out of sorts and beyond uncomfortable in my own skin.
the irony is that now? now…well, now i would literally murder to look like i used to. if i could have that body back, be the way i used to be? would literally murder.
mine :
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mine :
i would like a break from this nightly ritual of panicking and crying alone in the basement.
mine :
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i’m nervous about the direction my life is going in, parts of it are really awesome…well, tolerable. parts of it are nerve-wracking and terrifying and horrible. parts of it i’m completely numb to (ugh, preposition).
but the biggest thing that is worrying me right now is that i’m just so tired all the time, exhausted really. and i don’t think i can do this? or i don’t know if i want to. but it’s harder to fight through the exhaustion when you’re so god damned lonely. i feel like i’m fading away, old crumbs being slowly wiped off a cluttered counter.
mine :
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mine :
i don’t really think it’s even possible. like…ever.
i’m almost ok with it, or at least learning to deal with that now. but i’m never going to be able to just…be.
mine :
d.u.m.p.s.t.e.r.
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it was all a fucking lie
Monday, January 30th, 2017that’s the part that hurts the most.
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hindsight
Saturday, February 20th, 2016when i was in high school, jr. high, or even earlier i think…i remember feeling so gross, hating the way i looked. i thought i was fat, and ugly, and everything about me was horrible. i think it started even earlier, when i was much younger, probably but i felt it most acutely during high […]
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Friday, January 29th, 2016
i would like a break from this nightly ritual of panicking and crying alone in the basement.
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happy birthday
Monday, August 31st, 2015would have been 75 today…
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isolation
Saturday, February 28th, 2015i’m nervous about the direction my life is going in, parts of it are really awesome…well, tolerable. parts of it are nerve-wracking and terrifying and horrible. parts of it i’m completely numb to (ugh, preposition). but the biggest thing that is worrying me right now is that i’m just so tired all the time, exhausted […]
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i’m never going to be just “OK”
Tuesday, March 18th, 2014i don’t really think it’s even possible. like…ever. i’m almost ok with it, or at least learning to deal with that now. but i’m never going to be able to just…be.
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