came in early, but hit every fucking stoplight there is, not everyone is here today, vendors are giving me the run-around, everything is going wrong and i’m freaking out about my midterm. which, incidentally, i have not yet received any information on about! ARGH!
WHY GOD WHY!?!?!?
also i’m sleepy, so so sleepy!
today, the goal was to get up early, get out of the house and get things done BEFORE our standard time of rolling out of the house at damn near 5 o’clock.
we went to bed at a decent time, we got up and got ready, and actually made it out of the house.
the pros: we saw sucker punch, we ate tasty mexican food, i got motherfuckin’ starbucks & the boy got $3 pants (sketch!)
the cons: MOTHERFUCKING EV-ER-Y-THING! forgot my wallet, everyone was a cocksucker, no store had the dish drainer tray we need, we were surrounded by mutant freak motherfuckers, forgot some stuff at the grocery store, i was going to cut a bitch, every fucking thing was WRONG.
ugh.
i think in my old age i’m getting a bit more fashionable, and actually now that i have more time and am generally happier about my lot in life (read: job) i actually attempt to NOT look like a giant gutter troll all day every day.
observe the sheer fantasticness that is my outfit today. it is hard to show with just a small glimpse, but homey don’t play photos on the internet. especially not full length shots, fuck that shit.
seriously, my pumps (they’re stealth pumps! wedges disguised as flats! i can walk in them!) are adorbs, and fully match my cardigan. this cardigan was the most awesome purchase, it’s cute, it’s lightweight and so far it is working for a lot of items in my closet. now i can go to work in a sleeve-less dress or something, and be warm in the morning chill but if it gets too hot in the office, boom! peel it off and i’m good to go. i love all things blue, and the navy stripes on my dress are too cute. plus with my navy sweater tights…i actually look really put together.
if only getting my damn life in order was as easy as picking out something cute to wear, damn it. but, that’s another issue all together, really. ugh.
also, the weather report calls for snow today, but damn it, i am SICK of winter! i’m sick of not wearing cute things, i have a bajillion pairs of shoes (ok, not really, but SOMEDAY) and i don’t get to wear any of them because of shitty weather. partially because it’s gross, and partially because i love my pretty pretties and don’t want to ruin them. today, though? fuck the weather. it’s not slated to start till after i get home, so i shall be cute today, damn it!
so cute!
i’m so sleepy. coffee doesn’t always help. nothing helps. then i get home and pass the fuck out and feel like i’m losing all of my daylight and free time to unconsciousness!
ugh.
what is this? why am i so sleepy all the damn time?
fuck.
i’ve gotten a super duper head start on my ethics homework for the week, i’m feeling better about math (but still super freaky outy about it overall!) and i think this week might be a better one. fingers motherfuckin’ crossed!
of course, i’m super duper nervous about midterms & lcd soundsystem next week.
oh god oh god oh god…
this morning i had such a time getting up. i went to bed a halfway decent time, but didn’t hear my alarms (yes, that’s alarms, plural).
because i must’ve heard the first one and rolled over on it (my phone) and then had a really weird dream about not being able to stop my ipod from vibrating constantly. because no matter how many times i pressed the button it would keep vibrating.
only the vibration was my phone, that i was laying on, trying to wake me up. i am annoyed with how long it took me to figure this out and wake the fuck up.
i’m pretty sure this is going to set the theme of SUCK for the rest of my day. damn.
i got a response from my professor on my first math assignment today…
i didn’t fuck up! i didn’t fail the assignment! in fact, i actually got a good grade on the damn thing!
oh my god…
