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my buttnugget is back in colorado, alas alas…alack.
i’ve been so busy i haven’t had two minutes to string my own thoughts together. le sigh. work + bills + stress + everything else in the world + NO TIME = blah meh bleh…
this week is going to be absolutely crazy, plus a short week since we’re taking an official hooky day at the office on friday.
also, it’s august, which means… PRESEASON!!! even better? THERE IS A GAME ON MY BIRTHDAY! YAYYAYAYAYAYAY! it’s battle of the bay on saturday, raiders vs. 49ers, man. awesome. also, campaign 4 real time is playing great scott’s that night too. awesome. it almost sounds like i could get excited about impending bday, but i’m not, really. it’s ultimately going to be: just another day.
of course, now i’m teh poor, and probably won’t be able to get she wants revenge tickets. super, freaking bummed.
oh yeah, and i’m at work. no me gusta.
in other news: tons more lola pictures, because she is, in fact, a whore.
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I HOPE YOU GET UGLY IN HEAVEN by Roadsteamer – Watch more free videos
last week was 2 concerts in 2 days, that’s ridiculous amazing. and it took most of the weekend to recover from work eating my soul/lack of sleep.
i still don’t feel 100% better and i’m afraid i’m getting a bit under the weather, which CANNOT HAPPEN while the buttnugget is here.
also, and most importantly, BUTTNUGGET IN T-MINUS 6 days! omg!!!
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sometimes, i really think i never should have moved to massachusetts.
these are the times when i want a puppy, or a garage, or am so lonely i could pull my own hair out. these are the times when i think about everyone i left behind and how their lives seem to be moving forward, or you know, just moving and i feel like i’m fucking stuck in neutral. i don’t want to grow up, but i definitely feel like my whole life is just…stunted.
and it’s really creepy finding out old buddies are either engaged, married or married with children. super duper creepy. i feel like none of us are ready for something like that, but maybe that’s just me. except for, i don’t want anything like that. not even close. all i want is for this horrible restlessness to go away, once and for all. but i don’t know how to do that.
hearing from old friends both makes me feel nostalgic and a bit freaked out. i don’t miss my old life, i don’t really want it back, but i totally don’t want the life i have right now. is this really something you ever get a choice in? i don’t know.
i’ve also been putting off some pretty heavy discussions because i just don’t have the energy for them. meh.
all i know for certain is the highpoint of my day has been hearing from derek (i really do miss some folk). and an unholy number of years later (oh my god, i really am getting older…) he still has some of the prettiest eyes i’ve ever seen. so blue.
freaks all week, man. freaks all week.
ps – i might have a 2nd job for real now…wtf?
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stupid sexy futurama, i really cannot watch that clip…oh the poor doggie :(
also, there is a parade/memorial planned for mr. butch on sunday. i’ve seen some people saying bullshit about how everyone is making a fuss about mr. butch just to cash in on some street cred hype. or because it is the cool thing to do. that is the lamest fucking shit i have ever heard and totally belittles the people who actually cared about and enjoyed the company of mr. butch. especially, considering the circumstances and the fact that he had a lot of friends and family who are deeply saddened by his death, it’s just assholery.
then again, that’s pretty much what the internet is for. meh.
i have, however, seen a few instances of people wanting to jump on the mr. butch bandwagon now. because, of course, everyone else is doing it. and that’s sad too. but seeing as how butch never turned anyone away when he was alive, i don’t think anyone should be turned away now.
i really want to go to the memorial on sunday, it sounds perfect for butch. but, i just don’t do well with these kinds of things. i mean, really, i couldn’t even sit through an entire clip of a cartoon dog without breaking down. and i did love mr. butch a lot. and i miss him. so i’m conflicted.
and i don’t know what to do.
what i do know is: king of kenmore, mayor of allston, whatever…he was always just mr. butch, and he will be missed just like he was loved by everyone.
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so much many more to go…
performance review this morning. i even showed up on time for it, which i figure is a bonus, right?
it went really, really well, i think. or rather, i guess i was worried for no reason. whatevs, i know how i’ve really been performing at work so what the fuck ever. it went much better than i expected, and for that i’m grateful.
today we’re having an ice cream party, that’s pretty spiffy, i guess. i’m so tired right now, but i feel like the major bulk of my day is over with so that’s good.
i am still feeling like everything is a bit off, and i hate it.
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a hot pocket filled with sexy meat
Monday, August 13th, 2007my buttnugget is back in colorado, alas alas…alack. i’ve been so busy i haven’t had two minutes to string my own thoughts together. le sigh. work + bills + stress + everything else in the world + NO TIME = blah meh bleh… this week is going to be absolutely crazy, plus a short week […]
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i’m sorry your cat has ass cancer!!!
Monday, July 30th, 2007I HOPE YOU GET UGLY IN HEAVEN by Roadsteamer – Watch more free videos last week was 2 concerts in 2 days, that’s ridiculous amazing. and it took most of the weekend to recover from work eating my soul/lack of sleep. i still don’t feel 100% better and i’m afraid i’m getting a bit under […]
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freaks all week
Friday, July 20th, 2007sometimes, i really think i never should have moved to massachusetts. these are the times when i want a puppy, or a garage, or am so lonely i could pull my own hair out. these are the times when i think about everyone i left behind and how their lives seem to be moving forward, […]
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mr. butch forever
Thursday, July 19th, 2007stupid sexy futurama, i really cannot watch that clip…oh the poor doggie :( also, there is a parade/memorial planned for mr. butch on sunday. i’ve seen some people saying bullshit about how everyone is making a fuss about mr. butch just to cash in on some street cred hype. or because it is the cool […]
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one down…
Wednesday, July 18th, 2007so much many more to go… performance review this morning. i even showed up on time for it, which i figure is a bonus, right? it went really, really well, i think. or rather, i guess i was worried for no reason. whatevs, i know how i’ve really been performing at work so what the […]
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