at first it started out ok, but rapidly devolved into the worst day ever.
plus, i feel like shit on a stick.
worst.ever.ever.
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at first it started out ok, but rapidly devolved into the worst day ever.
plus, i feel like shit on a stick.
worst.ever.ever.
i feel like crap in the most threadbare and fugly of socks. i don’t even really know why, i just do. it’s awful.
i know i just scored awesome(ish) grades for my spring semester, but then i think about how much more i have to do and i get overwhelmed and freaked out. plus, every class i take is another huge debt i’m incurring. for what? why? is this even a smart thing i’m doing or am i just fucking myself sideways for no reason?
i’m too old for this bullshit anyway, right? god. fuck.
my apartment is a filthy, disgusting, revolting mess. i never have enough time in the day anymore. i’m tired all the fucking time. fuck fuck fuck. and there’s all this added pressure of moving and saving and saving to get out of debt and buy things and get a new apartment and pay for school.
i pretty much hate everybody and everything all of the time now.
it’s awesome.
fuck.
and i’m going to do fuck all for it today.
i had ideas and plans, and despite it being my week off, i managed to get fuck all done.
fuck
all
i pretty much want to die times a million right now.
i feel like shit
my final project was a disaster
my math final is longer than i anticipated
i have no idea what to do for my problem set
i feel like shit
my body is rejecting my life
i’m stressing myself into hives again
i suck i suck i suck
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all day.
didn’t even manage to drag my ass into work today.
ugh.
it’s finals week.
i am not doing well.
oh god, please kill me now.
please?
at first it started out ok, but rapidly devolved into the worst day ever. plus, i feel like shit on a stick. worst.ever.ever.
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i feel like crap in the most threadbare and fugly of socks. i don’t even really know why, i just do. it’s awful. i know i just scored awesome(ish) grades for my spring semester, but then i think about how much more i have to do and i get overwhelmed and freaked out. plus, every […]
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and i’m going to do fuck all for it today. i had ideas and plans, and despite it being my week off, i managed to get fuck all done. fuck all
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i pretty much want to die times a million right now. i feel like shit my final project was a disaster my math final is longer than i anticipated i have no idea what to do for my problem set i feel like shit my body is rejecting my life i’m stressing myself into hives […]
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all day. didn’t even manage to drag my ass into work today. ugh.
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it’s finals week. i am not doing well. oh god, please kill me now. please?
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