you know, it totally blows how i only remember about like 2% of my dreams (if i even have them in the first place). but then, i go and have some seriously fucked up nightmare shit that keeps waking me up and makes me feel extra crappy in the morning all night.
fuck that.
all last night it was horrible dreams of fighting yelling and stupid shit. and of course, then i wake up feeling super awful.
greaaaatttt…
can i veto this weekend? it’s total butt right now…
i’m so full of cranky right now
there are about a million and one things running through my head, and i go a little crazy only having myself to talk to about them all.
because having conversations with yourself makes you a tad crazy after a while.
i’m tired of bouncing thoughts around my own brain, it’s getting cluttered. and lonely.
most days, all i feel like is coming home, curling up in a ball in some dark corner and either crying or passing out. or crying until i pass out. or passing out so i won’t cry.
neither of these things are fun or good.
something’s got to give sooner or later, right?
you know, it totally blows how i only remember about like 2% of my dreams (if i even have them in the first place). but then, i go and have some seriously fucked up nightmare shit that keeps waking me up and makes me feel extra crappy in the morning all night. fuck that. all […]
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can i veto this weekend? it’s total butt right now… parking lot drama/altercation financial issues of the future as a direct result of parking lot drama/altercation hurricane WTF hit the apartment, is a disaster delicious croissants in the trash can attempts at having a normal person eating schedule: FAIL i’m so full of cranky right […]
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there are about a million and one things running through my head, and i go a little crazy only having myself to talk to about them all. because having conversations with yourself makes you a tad crazy after a while. i’m tired of bouncing thoughts around my own brain, it’s getting cluttered. and lonely.
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most days, all i feel like is coming home, curling up in a ball in some dark corner and either crying or passing out. or crying until i pass out. or passing out so i won’t cry. neither of these things are fun or good. something’s got to give sooner or later, right?
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